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  Courtney

What I love most about rivers is:
You can't step in the same river twice
The water's always changing, always flowing
But people, I guess, can't live like that
We all must pay a price
To be safe, we lose our chance of ever knowing
What's around the riverbend
Waiting just around the riverbend

I look once more
Just around the riverbend
Beyond the shore
Where the gulls fly free
Don't know what for
What I dream the day might send
Jut around the riverbend
For me
Coming for me

I feel it there beyond those trees
Or right behind these waterfalls
Can I ignore that sound of distant drumming
For a handsome sturdy husband
Who builds handsome sturdy walls
And never dreams that something might be coming?
Just around the riverbend
Just around the riverbend

I look once more
Just around the riverbend
Beyond the shore
Somewhere past the sea
Don't know what for ...
Why do all my dreams extend
Just around the riverbend?
Just around the riverbend ...

Should I choose the smoothest curve
Steady as the beating drum?
Should I marry Kocoum?
Is all my dreaming at an end?
Or do you still wait for me, Dream Giver
Just around the riverbend?

fuck.

Why am I such a fucking fool all of the time?  I keep believing in everybody. Everything they do and say- When it all just comes out as being a game to everyone. Am I seriously that fun to fuck around with?  I always tell myself "Well I wouldn't do that to them, so they wouldn't do that to me." It's not fucking true anymore. I give up caring a damn about people. This is so fucked up these days. I can't stand myself. I think I need help. I think I need someone to talk to.

i hate when people don't follow their own advice.
then i wonder, do i follow my own advice?
and why do i care what people do or don't do?
i guess i just hate hearing whiney complaints of the same shit over and over again.
everyone is in charge of their own personal happiness.
"if you continue to think like you've always thought, you'll continue to get what you've always got."

being a human is weird.
trying to sympathize, yet trying to not get involved.
i love not getting involved.
people can fight their own battles and make their own experiences.
we live in a codependent society.
i'm guilty of it. we all are.

"Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round heads in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They’re not fond of rules and they have no respect for the status quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify them, or vilify them. But the only thing you can’t do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world are the ones who do."

I'm so happy with my life. Where it is now. Where it is headed. And the people in it. But more than anything, I love finding amazing quotes.

my life.

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I FUCKING just love you :].

nobody makes me smile like you do!. I JUST WANNA SQUEEZE UR PUNK ASS UNTIL YOU POP.




To me you are the definition of beautiful. You make me smile . Not one of those fake uncomfortable shy smiles. And not one of those smiles with no meaning behind it. Not one that comes with a laugh, or one that you see when someone is being polite. It's one when your reallly happy. One when you want the whole world to know that every thing is amazing in your life. One where your eyes water and your teeth show. One that is really photographed but when captured... it's the most beautiful thing in the world. You are the only person that can make me do that. I honestly don't really think you know how much I truely care about you. I think you are so pretty No I think you are beatiful. You're honestly something amazing... and I'm so fucking happy I have that amazing in my life. I hate you With everything I have. I really mean that. Oh and another thing. I feel so comfortable with you. Like I'm in my own bed, with my own blankies and own plillows. You're like my walking home. Walking, leaving, breathing, beautifuly smiling, playful aggressive but gentle, soft skinned, hand holding, doughnut eating, crazy driving, song singing, heart stoppin, breath taking, huggable, kuala bear,best friend home and im glad that we always find a way back even at the most lost of times. you will always always have a huge ass chunk of my heart and i wouldnt want anyone else to have it but you. i hate you shit brick <3

who even steals a bottle of tequila?
what the fuck?
who does that shit?